Sample poem from the RTB.

Coming to realize  it's been a long road. An awakening like this is something I hoped I would never know. This is the thousandth time I am letting you go. Seeing the fact that the real you is a person I never got to know. Back to sleep I go, back to dreaming I am, only this time I am dreaming for a real chance. I know it seems as though it is what I had, but as I'm looking back those chances we took I really never had. Just because we said it was something we'd try, doesn't make it as if we would of never lied. We were both at fault and for this I blame me, now I see what went wrong, I expressed my feelings too strongly. denied of this I'll burn my own useless heart, was the real you ever interested in me or only an end to the start.

If not for nothing what am I waiting for If only to be alone just let me die on the floor

I don't want to wake up living without you around, I don't want to face a day without your voice as a sound. And now I start dreaming, it's why I want to sleep, at least you'll be there, in an alternate reality. We have went cold, but you'll be in my thoughts I'll keep you in my heart, especially now that your face is etched into my soul. I could never give you up, even if I tried, it wouldn't work even if you were the reason I died. I know I went insane excuses aside, between the lies and the fights we hardly had time. Even without the bad just remember the good, we lasted much longer enduring more than most should. Yet we stayed for ourselves and each other's hearts, only now am I waking to the invisible parts. Had I of known what would come to be I would have fixed my life before you met me. The time we have wasted if we give up, guess I can forsake myself, I just remembered in this love it seems that I'm only one. If I'm wrong and praying I am, to your gods or mine, no matter what happens grant her happiness for the rest of her life. All that I ask is for closure before, what's driving me mad doesn't ruin my core.

Hopeless and empty I felt that I was, waking up clean has never been as fun. Feeling renewed but yet still feeling broke and I gasp and I grab my throat as I choke. Can't let this be done I won't give up like I'm dead, if a fights what it takes let my last sight then see red! And if not for nothing, at least I'll of tried, even if I fail and I have to die. I'll of stayed true to me, for this I am sure, this will be something simple but it will be pure. Take what this is break what's left or fix what's lost, how can people walk away from love do they not understand the cost? Taking a break is what should be tried, unless you're abused, contempt should be held as if you almost died. If I've come close which I know I did not, I wouldn't be asking, myself I'd of shot..